Observing Pausing

Old habits

Kicking them out

Victim of them - falling victim of them

First step

The second is to to realise it... then only do I discover...

I discover : the habit - the pattern behind, the desire and the impulse of the desire

I discover: my falling for it,... like a gentle slope drawing me - easilly and almoste naturally - to it

I discover: the laws of attraction and repulsion

What used to attract me start to repulse me

The opposite, start to attract me... let s linger here... PAUSE

PAUSE - PAUSE... gentle pause

Unless I pause, how can the magic take place?

The magic

What aspires!! What aspire?

That! This! That that we just revealed and observed and that which we pause to better grasp...

The play - insiduous play of what points to, come out and comes back in... like a snake

Neither good nor bad but always pointing - impulse of desire

That plays a game of which rule we forget - conveniently - because at some time the game play us and we do not play anymore - we have become the play board, the unfortunate battle field.


As I pause - i see, sense, seize

A substle decision can be made - it can be made and for it to stand it needs be deeper than the very current that has been agitating us in the first place...

The decision - the depth matters - not the decision in itself - we are shallow people making decision all the time. (maybe that is the difference between making and taking - this one needs to be take)

Subtle because - for example - i may not advertise - I may not broadcast - I may not even be conscious. But I will always know DEEP DOWN


And the magic can play... the tide can reverse, the sea can withdraw

The habit is kicked off

The habit is ... still there

Now it matters less or no more

As the currents run and the waves pass by

We are laughing of it

And we watch as it watches

And we waive as it waives

Until it fades

While acceptance remains