Blog explosion

It seems like the blog effect is working on me... like an explosion. The initial ideas are already taken over by reality . . . Not that people are contributing... we leave that to the divine hand - i mean if anyone is inspired to participate to this carnaval... The amazing thing to me is my level of contribution... it goes in every possible discussion... like a projection of an internal universe... Is that indecent... the feeling of exposing oneself?...

In the meantime it is still pretty controlled... Just some thoughts... Interestingly (to me at least) - is to find some old thoughts - back to 1988 - It is a pleasure - I have to confess - to find some of these very pure, spontaneous thoughts of mine - like on teenage and adulthood, religion, parents...

Nothing that I would reject today... With the difference that I am an old man now and sooner or later - a dad.

I do pray - though - that this level of freshness and spontaneity remain. Refreshing to me - at least... Still to be elaborated: is there any purpose behind this public exposure (the blog system)? Of course there is, otherwise we would not be there, but it may be worth searching what it consists of.

Something about intimity, about writing a journal, an erotisation of the 'journal intime' - it can be seen but u don't know that you are seen... you know, the woman undressing behind the curtain... She does not know you see - until you see that she knows... Another track, a need to share, to communicate, to express oneself... the cost of doing so on a public scale has reduced drastically.

To whom do talk? Ghosts? The universe? Mankind? Our friends? Time will tell. But ghosts: definitly. In fact they are all very happy and we are happy with them. With love.