At last...

Clarity
Clarity comes
      when the clouds dissipate
Clouds dissipate when the rain fall
The rain falls

at last

Prayer for whom?

Prayer for whom? and for whom for what?
Before I have been helped so much... and so much was given
Now learning to give... not even to give back
You bloody beggar... good at taking
Every day - today - every day learning how good it is
how good it is to ...
give back

Nothing much... just do your job
learning to give back
not that you are doing some great things

others bless you
from their accepting
the little things, little little things
you have to
humbly
put to them and offer to their benevolent appreciation, likings and usage

every day... feel it feel it and feel it
give give give

what is it to be given?
nothing much
nothing much more than who you are
be me
be
be
enjoy being
sleep be
eat be
love be
be be
smile, joy appreciate every second
of pain and of joy
burn them all
i will be always be

now may that be possible should i still need and depend on so much of this help I got to start with?
may i? may i not?
can i still be like the kid with the parents asking for help?
how thankful will i be?
will i forget?
will i act upon it?

act - act - act
upon what?
act upon what ask the blur one - the one willing not to see that
in asking there is less giving
in taking there is less offering
in depending there is what? there is love
in reliance there is what? there is nonchalance... there is less risk and no
responsibility

Taking responsibility
TAKING RESPONSIBILITY
what does that mean?
facing which risk?
Not knowing - not seeing
facing the pain... and loving it as the teacher, the blind man guiding our steps from boulder to boulder, the cane hurting the contours... until the contours fade away, revealing the space there is
space
position
stand and standing
contentment
satisfaction and balance

The adequat response to the touch of the cane
to the footprint of the steps
to the whip and caresses of things... Oh cruel things
you teach us and
we thank you for it
though we damn you before and will damn you again
forgive our pangs, we forget our pain
forgive us things
your are the One
we will follow you and may be  -
may be - one day -
One day will become
part of you
part of you things
and may be - may be - one day - somethintg
something will follow
in our suit
 will follow
something

Taking the time to to take stock to tackle what really matters

Stopping there....breathing
Creating the call to which nothing can resist
The call, the calling and calling, calling, calling... and knocking, knocking, knocking
and... again... and again... and
breathing... and breathing
and...and,... and crying... and crying and breating... and crying
and calling, and knocking and... then
and then what..? feel, feel, feel
feeling

Before we thing, we feel
Knock, knock, knock
Know.... what? Know that to know that what you need to know... to knock, knock gently knock and listen
Pay attention to the that... the beat, the pace, the rhythm...
Your heart.... the beat, .... your heart.... the heart beat
Don't beat yourself... it beats, yes, it beats...
Feel it... do you? Feel it beating, gently ... gently beating... beating down the ... what?
Beating down the lane, down the vein, down the drain
Rain or shin, cry or laugh, full or famished

Now here it is
Feel it...
Every single sign that you feel your heart and enjoy the very single beat that repeats itself and again and again
Every single little clue... this is worth a life a full and dancing one a life of joy and expression and of so many things... giving, and opening and sharing and moving on strong steady and smiling

 Stopping the rest
Pursuing the quest... for ...
The quest for this authentic synchronisation
this authentic resonnance between my heart and my being
the two in tune, the two ... singing and dancing

Stopping the rest
there is heart pain and heart pain
crying is good and cleanse
there is heart pain and back pain
in fact this sounds more accurate
the later pull us.. back
the former burns us to the core... so that nothing remains
nothing else than a burning heart
this is pure, this is

Stopping the rest
and how is life? This is life
And earning a living? this is living
And the rest? The rest will take care of itself... will it?
it will... Doubt is poison
the rest is wonder

When will I stop to drink this nectar?
When will I stop to repeat the verses i believe in?
And why should I? and why should I? If this is what in which I believe?
If this is what...
My finger on the keyboard jump on to... dance and listen.. turn and turn....
round and round....
ecstatic song, ecstatic dance... the fingers on the keyboards
aned what if it is what I believe in
for you, listen, listen and maybe .. you could dance and listen
to the beat... the beat of ... the beat of your
Heart
Your heart
If there is one, somewhere near
You
If there is one
Where?