Wisdom and trust in the Master

We have to trust the Master in every thing.

That is easily said - is that easily put in practice?

There is resistance - there is this resistance, which I feel in me - deep in me - deep - deeper
What is it? Where does it come from? I mean - that resistance?

Then I see myself - I see myself thinking: Why shall I leave everything to the Master? How can I leave it entirely to Him? What is my part into that?
And in the background, I can see a big mountain - small - because it is far - but still - kind of high and bulky: these are the me-things, the I-things--- the best intentions, the good resolutions - wanting to do good, be good... I mean: we talk about personal development, becoming a better person, doing one best....
Shall I give up on that?

The Master - in which way shall we leave it to Him?
Who is the doer - spiritually there is this idea that He is the Doer
Why am I alive?
Why am I breathing?
How did I come to the world?
How do I sustain myself?
A lot in "my" life does not depend on me - a lot does - but a lot of the good thing I receive, they are given to me - they are free: air, water, shelter to some extent - Why I am alive, healthy... it is a blessing... a grace

Donnes nous aujourd'hui notre pain de ce jour

There is a lot I want to do - a lot I endeavor
A lot is my Ego in action - how much of that is good or bad? it is hard to say
How much of that is necessary? that is the real question and no one know - the answer is the balance of life, the balance of the world - which is what happens after all is said and done - Destiny in a way

That is Cosmic energy, Divine energy, Universe, the motion of things
Only a real Master - real in this sense that He is truly an agent of the higher forces - can fathom these energies and realities

So the answer about trusting the Master is not whether we have to or whether everything depends on Him.
Many things do depend on us too.
Trusting the Master is about learning the wisdom to accept what is
These things we do not control.... these things which are unnecessary but we are fighting for
These things which are necessary but we neglect.

Wisdom is not in knowing.
Wisdom is in... not knowing and being aware of it...
Wisdom is in ... leaving things to the Master - Trusting in these higher powers - in us too
This we know not.
Less of us and more of Him